Back Burner

It wasn't until I was about knee deep in unpacked clothes, books, shoes, and trinkets that I had a mini break down. I guess its an appropriate analogy to my life right now- knee deep in junk.

There's a lot I need to sort out, but I'm just too busy to do so. When I'm not too busy, I'm too tired. When I'm not too tired, I'm holding an unwholesome beverage in my hand.

I'm going to keep putting things on the back burner until winter break. I need to walk around with a sign on my neck that says, "Life on hold until further notice".

But when I try to pin-point what exactly it is I need to sort out, I can't. Then I think, what's the point-- what if its all in my mind? There is only drama if there is one purpose, one meaning. If all life is relative then there is no right "track" to get back on.

All I need to know about relativity, I learned in law school.